I promised to start a blog, but have failed miserably. maybe it's because I have no time. maybe it's because... I don't even know. Liz, Ben, and I took pictures on wednesday. it was pretty fun. We pretty much just had a rave in my basement. and then played with zombie accountants.
Today I am going to an Aiming For Aurora show at the Garage. it's going to be hella fun. (: but right now I'm just watching SpongeBob and chilling by myself. I am super hungry, but am too much of a lard to get up and get food.
So yesterday was bad... I mean, it started off and ended really well. Playing L4D and Dead Rising with Ben was really fun. But then everything got messed up... I'm really glad that everything got back to normal. Ben and I snuggled in bed and watched Anastasia. We decided that I was like her. WHICH MEANS I'VE FOUND THE DISNEY PRINCESS I AM MOST LIKE. (:
SpongeBob can be kind of a jerk when he gets an idea in his head. like, in this episode, he thinks Patrick stole Ol'Reliable. But in the end he makes it all better... it's really cute. ^-^ I love SpongeBob. I can't wait for the new special! "SpongeBob: Mystery With A Twistery". SO ADORABLE.
welp. Imma go eat now. goodbye, dear. <3
Friday, October 22, 2010
Thursday, September 9, 2010
brilliance.
I haven't updated in a while, even though I promised I would. So this might be a little long. (:
My Weekend:
The weekend was amazing. I went to a music festival called Lifelight. It was amazing... I saw and met my favorite band, Showbread. I also saw Write This Down and Children 18:3. They were all amazing, but Showbread was the best. It was literally the greatest show of my life. life changing, I might say. and what Josh said... it was amazingly brilliant.
Going into Souix Falls was really exciting, too. Sunday night we went to Walmart and played hide and seek. Ben and I hid in the baby section and it took Bridget and Twin almost an hour to find us. muahahaha. Ben also bought me purple faery wings. They are ridiculous and amazing and just... beautiful.
Tuesday:
Tuesday was a wind-down day. Videogames, food, fun times.
Wednesday:
Yesterday Ben and I went with his dad to get their blood drawn. It was scary for me, but I got through it. Then we went to his grandmothers and ate yummy mac and cheese and played Oblivion. After we went back home, we played Borderlands for a couple hours. It was really fun. Then I had to go back to my house and have a discussion with my mom. It was really upsetting to me and I ended up crying and such. I don't want to go to college or get a job.
Today:
I have been at home all day, working on college and a stock sheet for my church. Nothing too exciting or anything. Currently talking to my wonderful amazing boyfriend about how perfect we are for each other. He makes my heart smile so much. He stops the boredom from seeping in and creeping into my heart. Sometimes it feels like my heart will 'splode because I love him so much... He is absolutely brilliant.
My Weekend:
The weekend was amazing. I went to a music festival called Lifelight. It was amazing... I saw and met my favorite band, Showbread. I also saw Write This Down and Children 18:3. They were all amazing, but Showbread was the best. It was literally the greatest show of my life. life changing, I might say. and what Josh said... it was amazingly brilliant.
Going into Souix Falls was really exciting, too. Sunday night we went to Walmart and played hide and seek. Ben and I hid in the baby section and it took Bridget and Twin almost an hour to find us. muahahaha. Ben also bought me purple faery wings. They are ridiculous and amazing and just... beautiful.
Tuesday:
Tuesday was a wind-down day. Videogames, food, fun times.
Wednesday:
Yesterday Ben and I went with his dad to get their blood drawn. It was scary for me, but I got through it. Then we went to his grandmothers and ate yummy mac and cheese and played Oblivion. After we went back home, we played Borderlands for a couple hours. It was really fun. Then I had to go back to my house and have a discussion with my mom. It was really upsetting to me and I ended up crying and such. I don't want to go to college or get a job.
Today:
I have been at home all day, working on college and a stock sheet for my church. Nothing too exciting or anything. Currently talking to my wonderful amazing boyfriend about how perfect we are for each other. He makes my heart smile so much. He stops the boredom from seeping in and creeping into my heart. Sometimes it feels like my heart will 'splode because I love him so much... He is absolutely brilliant.
Monday, August 30, 2010
gentlemen's league of embetterment.
I don't think it actually exists. The signs on 61 are a lie. I mean, really. The only thing I could find on google was about sports, and something about "The Obama Desception". How ridiculous.
Anyway, I am eating McDonald's and drinking some sweet tea. I'm off caffeine and soda pop. It's terribly upsetting that I can't drink my Throwback or my MelloYello. But it's for my health, yeah?
My mom and I were discussing what happened the first couple years that she adopted me after mom died. She was telling me stuff about this kid named Rick. Apparently, the first game we played was the "Dead Mommy Game". This was, apparently, where we re-enacted my mother's murder. How sensative of Rick. Not only this, but his house was also a crack house. Ridiculous.
She also started talking about how before I get pregnant, I need to get my blood drawn. For those of you who don't know, I have a slight aversion to needles. and when I say "slight", I mean "a ridiculously crazy, irrational fear". I started crying just thinking about it.
Why do people get scared of things? Is it something that can't be helped? Is there something wrong with the person? Is it only something that happens after a traumatic incident? I don't understand why the feeling of fright happens. It feels like some things are just silly. For instance, I have a huge fear of someone creeping into my house. It is totally irrational and crazy, but I understand why this happens and why I'm scared of it. Is there any way to get over fear besides confrontation? It's something that has weighed on my heart for a while now. any thoughts?
Anyway, I am eating McDonald's and drinking some sweet tea. I'm off caffeine and soda pop. It's terribly upsetting that I can't drink my Throwback or my MelloYello. But it's for my health, yeah?
My mom and I were discussing what happened the first couple years that she adopted me after mom died. She was telling me stuff about this kid named Rick. Apparently, the first game we played was the "Dead Mommy Game". This was, apparently, where we re-enacted my mother's murder. How sensative of Rick. Not only this, but his house was also a crack house. Ridiculous.
She also started talking about how before I get pregnant, I need to get my blood drawn. For those of you who don't know, I have a slight aversion to needles. and when I say "slight", I mean "a ridiculously crazy, irrational fear". I started crying just thinking about it.
Why do people get scared of things? Is it something that can't be helped? Is there something wrong with the person? Is it only something that happens after a traumatic incident? I don't understand why the feeling of fright happens. It feels like some things are just silly. For instance, I have a huge fear of someone creeping into my house. It is totally irrational and crazy, but I understand why this happens and why I'm scared of it. Is there any way to get over fear besides confrontation? It's something that has weighed on my heart for a while now. any thoughts?
welp!
I have decided to start blogging, I suppose. I don't understand why. I just felt this random impulse to start another one. Since, I have, of course, had other blogs on other sites with other thoughts and feelings and angst. While these blogs still exist somewhere, they were not and are not who I am now. I am recanting my former self and embracing who I am now. Starting this blog is a step towards a new, better me.
I enjoy having a place to pour out my thoughts. For example, the feeling of boredom. It is slowly eating away at my mind. So, I suppose I will start with a little bit about myself. My name is Arianna. I am 18, and currently looking for a job. I have an interview in two days at Target.
Speaking of two days, that is the date of my two month anniversary with my excellent boyfriend Benjamin. He is rather fantastic in every single way. I have spent every single day with him (or at least part of every day) for about three months. It's funny, because even though sometimes we don't agree on things, or we get on each other's nerves, we can still talk to each other about it and we have a great way of communicating things. It is a great skill to have, and I know it takes some couples months, or years, to acquire that skill. I really appreciate what that boy does for me. How he genuinely cares about who I am and what I think and what my opinions on things are. I enjoy how our hands fit together perfectly.
Ben has introduced me to my really good friends: Janell, Levi, Bridget, and Isaac (Twin). The six of us are going to Lifelight, a music festival in South Dakota, on Friday. I am so excited, it is ridiculous. This will be my first time ever seeing Showbread, one of my most favorite bands. I linked you to their myspace, to spread the love, as it were.
Gosh. I feel like I'm not saying anything of value. I'm just ranting about myself... but I don't really know what to talk about. I could talk about music, or movies, or people. But I feel as if none of that really matters.
I shall possibly write something more later today, when I think of something exciting or interesting or of value.
I enjoy having a place to pour out my thoughts. For example, the feeling of boredom. It is slowly eating away at my mind. So, I suppose I will start with a little bit about myself. My name is Arianna. I am 18, and currently looking for a job. I have an interview in two days at Target.
Speaking of two days, that is the date of my two month anniversary with my excellent boyfriend Benjamin. He is rather fantastic in every single way. I have spent every single day with him (or at least part of every day) for about three months. It's funny, because even though sometimes we don't agree on things, or we get on each other's nerves, we can still talk to each other about it and we have a great way of communicating things. It is a great skill to have, and I know it takes some couples months, or years, to acquire that skill. I really appreciate what that boy does for me. How he genuinely cares about who I am and what I think and what my opinions on things are. I enjoy how our hands fit together perfectly.
Ben has introduced me to my really good friends: Janell, Levi, Bridget, and Isaac (Twin). The six of us are going to Lifelight, a music festival in South Dakota, on Friday. I am so excited, it is ridiculous. This will be my first time ever seeing Showbread, one of my most favorite bands. I linked you to their myspace, to spread the love, as it were.
Gosh. I feel like I'm not saying anything of value. I'm just ranting about myself... but I don't really know what to talk about. I could talk about music, or movies, or people. But I feel as if none of that really matters.
I shall possibly write something more later today, when I think of something exciting or interesting or of value.
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